▪ - ~P is for Politics~ - ▪

I don't think politics in the office will ever really be vanquished. Yet again a victim of this cruel fate, I finally feel its time to give up and let live. Such insufferable childish people there are in this damn office. It's almost as if that they refuse to grow up. And to think I even heard the phrase "I think I grew up alot here". Perhaps it will never apply to such people. 29 Years old? I don't think so. Such an utter disappointment.

Over such a petty and overrated issue to blow up on. "Lunch" with the "Clique". How cliched can you get? And if you're even late in entering the company, you're doomed to a life of eternal solitary lunches. And the story is worse when you're a female. Whoever heard of a female asking her male boss out for lunch! And yes, it would be EQUALLY wierd for you to join a bunch of guys for lunch. Not to say that it's awkward, it's just NOT the norm. Yes, I wouldn't mind that at all as I'm not keen on getting those silly petty girl quarrels but I suppose it wouldn't feel that comfortable for a guy.

Lunch with other female managers? Forget it! That's another untouchable you absolutely cannot fathom, it's just not the right thing to do! Whoever set up all these lousy protocol anyway! Whoever said that newcomers cannot just infiltrate a clique?
Forget it! I don't think I want one. I don't like the stupid nonsense created from all these petty girl quarrels.

My dear girl, I hope you find it in your heart one day for being such an unfeeling, insensitive individual who only thinks to save your own skin. Caring indeed. I think fallacies may be more caring that what I'm feeling here. This is hostility. NOT CARE.

I seriously must thank my buddy for being such a patient fella, and helping me with all my difficulties. Sorry I broke your glasses. I really wasn't being mean! It was really an accident! HAHA! Don't stand so close to me! =D

Diary of the Lost Guardian.[1:29 am]

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