▪ - ~On a roll~ - ▪

I'm on a roll here... Two deals in a row and counting. Seems like being freelance'll earn me more for sure. And this'll even take me higher when I can finally get a job that spells M A N A G E R, pray they cut me the slack I need for the other work I have to do. Eat your heart out BITCH. I'll be farking earlier than you'll ever be.

First things first! Stop looking at me like I'm some three year old that needs lessons in kindergartden. You're the one being the kid here. Seriously, experience may come with age, but experience can also come with culture, upbringing and personal experiences. If you're saying you've gone through shit, you don't know what the definition of diahorrea is. Metaphorically speaking, you're nothing compared with many other individuals out there younger than you, and experiencing a life less blessed as yours. Count yourself lucky you're born with a silver spoon, other people get their stuff by their own hand, by their own devices, and not from some lucky "windfall" that you get all the time.

Life hasn't fucked you in the ass yet. So don't tell me that it has for you right into my face when I've been dead before. And wipe that godly "I'm the queen of the world" smile of your face when you're talking to me or you won't deserve any respect from me like any civil individual deserves.

You think you got it going tough sister? Well you haven't seen anything yet. Age is just a number and any fool can tell you that even if you're older than someone doesn't mean you're BIG FUCK get it?

I'm less mindful of the vulgarities here because that's exactly what you deserve short from being a slut. Perhaps you already are from what I have heard so far. If you think that being a woman means letting all the men get touchy-feely, then go have a day-job at the famous streets of Geylang. I see that there's less of that at the moment, but impressions don't come easy for me, and you've spoilt the first one ever since day one of our so-called friendship began.

A million apologies to the sweet and endearing, as well as tolerant lover who has been trying his utmost to keep the flame burning, but I pray for the time where you can finally find your sanctury like I have. I believe you will and I know that you deserve better. It's time for you to step out of this and learn how to fly. And love that feeling!
Bro, if you're ever reading this, I know you will find a way out somehow. And this ain't just some ranting for me to vent my frustrations, I hope that whoever has the power can actually kill this person someday, and bring her back to reality.

PER SE.

As for real skill, you don't have enough of it sweetie. Change your damn attitude before you even think about getting the real deal.

If this ain't obvious enough as to what I'm actually saying, then you can just jolly well boil your head as I don't think it's even put to the right use anymore.

FUCKING DISGRACE TO WOMEN. I'm ashamed to call myself part of your community.

Diary of the Lost Guardian.[8:37 pm]

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