▪ - ~Dilemma~ - ▪

So. There comes a point in life where you have to make choices. I for one, can't make up my mind on this. And it's getting to a point where it's becoming very frustrating. Life hasn't always been a bed of roses for me or a stroll in the park, but this is ridiculous.

Knocking on the wrong doors is bad enough, but somewhat to be wanted by what you don't REALLY REALLY want is another story altogether, if only I could work out something more lucrative for myself... And earn more $$ in the process, if not it would only become an utter waste of time. What you really want is never within your grasp, but why do some people have it so extremely easy? It's not really fair at all. I've been buried in the wilderness for too long. It's time for me to show the world what I really am...

Perhaps you'd think me to be a nothing. Perhaps you'd think that I'm just blowing my horn... But some people know better. If only they're the right ones... Will Lady Luck shine on me? I pray for my dreams to be answered, and fast. I've many things that I've yet to accomplish... Starting from the big M word... Sadly, another M rules the world at the moment. Another M that desperately needs to be...

Many things are happening, too fast too furiously. But I can't take the minute to slow down... Because I'm running out of time, as much as people say I ain't... If only they knew...

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Just for today... In the mood for this:
In all the right places by Lisa Standfield;

If you take me straight to heaven
I could never fall
cos loving you is what I'm made for
I'd gladly give my all and all
It doesnt matter where I am
As long as I'm with you
You can take me high above
Whatever I've been dreaming of

Chorus:
In all the right places,
its feeling so good
In all the right places.
Just like it should
And I swear, I love you
And I swear, I love you

If were dancing all alone
Or in a crowded room
When you wrap your arms around me
You can always send me to the moon
When we kiss our sugar kisses
And the music starts to play

We've got love, weve got each other
And were going all the way

Chorus

Find times never wasted,
when its ours to kill
I know in all the right places,
you're touching me still
And I swear, I love you
And I swear, I love you

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Here's some inspiration from today:

If you say you're truely sincere
If the words are from here.
Would thoughts be so blatent
That insults would be so apparent

Would you learn to tame your tongue
Will true love teach you wisdom
Or will you stay a fool.

The spoon is ever-present
Omniscient in your life
But the world has hapless beings
Void of that fortune and strife
Is criticism the start of war
Or just your facade hiding more.

If that be wisdom,
that be right
I fear the world would just divide
For true sages to be born
A humble tongue must be wrought.
Slay not every other poor soul
But search your own mirage.

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